the sun blinds my ambition, and the night stalks me bringing terrors to where i sleep

directly connected to the new self explanatory autopsy, looking inside myself and trying to pick out the pieces i don't like, but i need 'em, still i toss them aside not really keeping track of what will keep me alive. it's really that simplistic. assholes shouldn't be kept alive, and the tally for their organs should be burnt up with the rest of the documents held to prove that they once existed. the scalpel incision hurts at first, but the cold stainless steel numbs what nerves have a mind of their own, and it slides deeper into me slowly disappearing from my eyes. and chest separator spares me no sympathy...it's just the way it is when change is an inevitable part of life, but like i do with everything else, i'll get used to it, i'll become numb.

i killed a god yesterday

i have the internet, ha ha

my back's is aching and my feet hurt, son of a bitch, i'm getting old - ha ha

yeah, that's the truth ain't it? i actually put in some full time hours at the movie warehouse, not that that's a big deal, it's just basically chillin' for 43 hours, talkin' about new movies and hittin' buttons...well there's more than that, esp. being a manager and all...which still hasn't sunk in, and i've been opening quite a bit in the past two weeks, not that that's bad either, it's just that i'm alone for 7 and a half hours, but i always keep busy, and i actually thought of a prooty sweet analogy kinda deal, cuz my testies kept sticking to my leg (guys: you know what i'm talking about) but i was doing this little narration of my actions for about a half hour (ya know, to keep exercising my writing skills) but i was all, my testicles are afraid of heights and grasping for dear life on my legs...i'm sure some of you think that's gross, but funk you guys, anyway i've been on here too long...bye

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yeah, just a week and i get internet all the fucking time and i'll become this great thorn in your ass with all my idiocy and nonchalant posting littering the mainstream w/ all kinds of pointless drivel does anyone else notice that i can't spell worth a shit?
and kendrick - ha ha, i'm  cooler than you...and my myspace kicks your myspace's ars. wocka wocka.