i used to dream until i stopped writing fiction

ever get that feeling somedays when you feel like it's just better not to wake up?
i get that feeling ever day now. like maybe if i sleep enough all the bad things will go away. all that shit that seems to just pile up no matter how hard to try to clear it up.
where the fuck are time machines when you need them? instead there's just crazy people talking about how they exist, we just don't have the means to receive their messages,etc. fine you don't believe? you're already on the interwebs...look it up.