Somewhere deep inside of me, there's a failure waiting to get out and crush me, Braille-Reader. In that shallow, murky cesspool of self-confidence, a karmic sabotage is just waiting to be sprung.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015
Thursday, September 3, 2015
I've spent a lot of time lately thinking on the emotional spectrum and drive behind it. I don't really know that I've figured anything out. If anything, I understand myself a little better here and there, but I'm even more profoundly confused by other people. Their perceptions and processing of what I take to heart or disregard are wholly different.
I've found similar opinions and ideas about things, usually shared with the people I'm closest to, however, I've never met someone with the same processing I have, save for one now, but I'm still not sure how aligned that is. That's neither a good nor bad thing, just fascinating and new. I've often thought of myself as having a bit of a cold demeanor - being able to distance myself from emotion and regard each situation after I've shaken loose of its initial shock. Lately, though, the shock hasn't been wearing off as quickly and I feel my reasonably fair and logical way of looking through things has become a bit skewed.
I can't tell if I like this or not, finding myself vulnerable to this primal instinct again, pissing contests for territory. All I know is that I'm smarter now that I was, more aware. I hope that makes a difference. If not, all my sage-like wisdom is going to lose all its weight.
I've found similar opinions and ideas about things, usually shared with the people I'm closest to, however, I've never met someone with the same processing I have, save for one now, but I'm still not sure how aligned that is. That's neither a good nor bad thing, just fascinating and new. I've often thought of myself as having a bit of a cold demeanor - being able to distance myself from emotion and regard each situation after I've shaken loose of its initial shock. Lately, though, the shock hasn't been wearing off as quickly and I feel my reasonably fair and logical way of looking through things has become a bit skewed.
I can't tell if I like this or not, finding myself vulnerable to this primal instinct again, pissing contests for territory. All I know is that I'm smarter now that I was, more aware. I hope that makes a difference. If not, all my sage-like wisdom is going to lose all its weight.
Tuesday, September 1, 2015
Last Year's Fortune Cookie That Got Everything Right
"Sometimes you poop, and sometimes you don't always make it to the toilet. Good job for making it to the toilet every time."
Lucky numbers: 6, 6, 6
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Lucky numbers: 6, 6, 6
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这是他妈的金属，兄弟 Zhè shì tā mā de jīnshǔ, xiōngdì
Yesterday's Fortune Cookie That Got Everything Wrong
"You will experience a catastrophic event that will lead to the usurping of the King's crown in a far away land. Then and only then will you receive the reward of knowledge."
Lucky numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9
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Lucky numbers: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9
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迪克剑 Díkè jiàn
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