Hmmm: A Reflection

i do believe i'm enjoying this d&d campaign thoroughly compared to the last run...how would i come to this conclusion you ask?
A.) b/c i can actually kill things and have already like 6x the kills of the last game
B.) in my dream last night, i dreamt that i ran around talking about d&d and anyone that would make fun of me, got a flaming bastard sword to the face
...and to top that, i played star wars miniatures w/ mattytron last night about...oh...6 or 7 times, and i actually pushed for some of the extra times...next thing i know, i'm gonna be missing classes b/c i'm reading d&d manuals, and i can't put gas in my car b/c i'm spending so much money on miniaturs and books

i made a new shirt...

...check it out

...oh oh, i'm sorry - you wanna see it all? ok...

...and i'm afraid it's no joke...sorry seirrah...but mattytron does in fact like little boys...errr heart i mean...just ask him about wal-mart...actually he'll lie to you and prolly get all defensive about it...so just ask me, i'll tell you the complete unfabricated truth without any embelishment or exaggeration at all...peace out

the last one, i swear

sorry, i just wanted to post this blog since, oh, october or so...anywho...hear it goes...
it the begging there was night...


then there was the dawn...

and day...

now the legendary filmmaker brings you his ultimate zombie masterpiece...

...yes, i do realize how much of a loser this makes me, and proves how pathetic my life has become, but on the bright side, i'm not in denial about it, and that's the most important first step...and also...you may got de-dorkify yourselves now...i just wanted to show you how much of a tool i have become

tues 2/20

it's the time this week, for the reviews
domino - good movie about a model turned boutny hunter, based of a real person's life, but it was a very loosely base, b/c most of the events in the movie were fabricated, but nonetheless a nice movie full of action and some clever one liners...
weather man - damn good movie, not so much a comedy as the trailers lead you to believe, and it's one of those movies that just teach you a harsh lesson about life through the dumping on the main character, but i did thoroughly enjoy the movie and lots of the dialogue about it...so i mean, if you like nick cage and awkward funny, it's really nice
ultimate avengers - fucking sweet if you like comics, if not then you're probably not my friend from this point forward, but other than that - if you get bored and wanna watch something, i advise you check it out
other releases: north country, stuart little 3, rent - all of which i did not watch, and you should know why

a very violently depressive day

let me start out with that today, people have been strange, either really angry for some reason or just rude and an asshole for no reason. the details will be left out, but just for the record, there's one person that i'm not talking about and i sent them a message apologizing if i had stepped on some toes. anyway, it's just that this president's day, especially compared to last year, has had this cloud looming over it, full of malice and melancholy. and in the back of my head, through little things people have said, that i'm sure i'm completely of analyzing seem to be so careless, and careless in the sense of lost compassion and even some contempt. i know that everyone jokes around, and that's a respectable thing - but i don't understand when the jokes stop and the truth begins, i understand it with things i say, but that's a given...and everyone else seems to joke a little less and mean a little more. and today i had a friend come up to work with a pretty fucked up situation...and it all slapped into a better perspective...it seems like everyone around me it's growing up...like i know we're all just pretty much immature adults, but now it appears that more are taking the title more serious. and i feel like i'm being left to my idiotic jokes and my stupid hobbies that i should've left in my room when i moved out of my parent's house. needless to say that room is gone, and so should those childish traits i so desperately cling to. or maybe another cycle of self destructive depression is coming up for another pass...who knows. i can just tell that somethings not right in the air, or the energy in the exchange between comrades and friends. it could be the beginning of the end, or just the paranoia building it's foundation in the back of my fucking skull. needless to say that today, seem like a violently depressive day.

a kind of post i haven't done it a while...but then again i haven't written anything in a while

"It Always Starts the Same, Ends the Same"

It feels like a sucker punch, every time I see her go

And my chest gets tight, when she walks through that door

I would use the word flutter, but it's more violent than that

When she touches my skin, I can't even use the word bliss

And it's always that time, to sit down and talk

I don't wanna hear, that I'm at fault

It hurts to know I hurt, and take everything down

Like shelves in a berserker fury

Then I have to pick up all the tiny pieces

And see all the carnage I've caused

It feels like a sucker punch, every time I see her cry

And my chest tightens up when I hear her sigh

I would use the word flutter, but it's not quite it

When I touch her skin, I can't feel anything but frigid

©2006

re-recap of vday...late i know, but it's bc this fucking internet keeps crashing

anywho...i'll actually recap my last two days...how bout that shit...cuz i'm so sure you really wanna know all this, alright what i got beth...harry potter scene it? which she kicked my ass in twice later that night...almost had her the second time, but when i was on a roll she played some stupid house card to kicketh my ass and put a stop it...and the cliche box o' chocolates and a rose...but i put a little thought into those and what they signified, so i'll kill you if you resist...then we went to ol' charlie's where we just so happened to run into brandi, zach, sierrah & matt, and hung out in the waiting room for the 60 min. wait...and the latter two just over in the corner being all unsocial and new couple like...pssh...ha ha. anyway, beth paid for dinner, and it was nice...oh and earlier she also gave me a box o' choco-candy-lates...

mmm....and dinner was fabulously delish and filling...steak and ribs...she had the pasta b/c she no lika da meat. and afterward we went to hastings b/c i wanted to get her something else, and i did...got her an uglydoll, the one she found the least creepy...and she got me the most awesome board game known to man...

yeah, that's right, ZOMBIES!!!, a board game where you create the map as you go and either try to kill as many zombies as you can or get to the helipad and escape town...yeah, i know - it was made just for me...so anyway, i pooped my pants, and we went back to the dorms so i could change, and i stayed at her place and we did some drawing and hung out...then i wake up the day after and i'm all tired and i come back to dupree to find eric and matt standing downstairs being all lovey dovey...and eric's like, 'you gots a package yo' and i asked him nicely, 'sir eric of the 4th floor, would you please get me package for me good sir?' and he was all like, 'ok' and it was from mumsy, and this is what she sent me...

then matt drooled all over the package trying to smell it b/c he has some weird infatuation with my mom...like some freaky herion addicted flipping out for another hit...then we decided to goes to lexington, b/c sir wadonia had to make his was to take his tux back...

matt was being a big fat piggy girl...

so eric threatened him with a sandwhich...

so matt stopped being gay and got in the car, where eric still kept his domineering presents over matt...

and wade sat in the car...

long story short, we went to lexington, made it back in time for wade to be a fencer, and went to warlords, which i found expansion on the ZOMBIES!!! game, bought 'em all, and some extra zombies and zombie dogs (which are played on ZOMBIES!!! 4) and all was well, we played the game @ midnight and got tired after about 3 hours and made wade win, then went to sleepy by...
FIN