I CAME FROM THE MOUNTAINS, FOR YOUR CHILDREN

well, i'm not longer a mountain man, or anything close...i just look like another pathetic emo kid...son of a bitch. and i bet it's gonna feel a whole lot colder too. well i just needed the change in appearance anyway - and plus food kept getting in it and shit.

ya know i figured i'd try something here - it's a comic i made for jesi and spent a butt load of time on, and it's huge, so i figured i'd try and put it on here...tell me what you think - should i make more?

the x-mas gift list

i decided since everyone seems to be posting what they got for christmas, i'd post my list.

-ten bucks (from my uncle Larry & aunt Johana)
-cologne (from a couple of aunts and uncles)
-survival knife
-jeans
-an old navy thermo shirt
-dawn of the dead remake which i took back and traded for the new extended lord of the rings
-cherry cordials
-star wars trilogy
-an awesome road site kit & 5 bucks (from jesi's parents)
-gungrave vol. 1 & 2 (from jesi)
-blaster balls
-almost famous (from my sister)
-and $20 hot topic gift card which i spent on a neuratically yours dvd and a happy tree friends mini-dvd
-and lastly mom wants to get me a track jacket, but since they're so flippin' expensive, and i can't find one i like, she offered instead to get shaun of the dead and dawn of the dead (1978) box set

and that's my freaggin' list bitches

merry flippin' your own christmas

yeah, so it's the day after jesus's b-day, what's that equal, sales. and i took a journey to the l-ville today with my parents so mother could get x-mas decorations for cheap. the power keeps cutting in and out, but mostly stays on, although like two days before christmas the flippin power was out. it was freaggin stupid, and i froze like a popcicle. the ice was cool, i took some photos with my stupid camera phone, nothing great cuz the detail on it sucks, but it served its purpose, document the ice, what?

so the presents were good - some clothes, some dvds, some gift cards - which i spent on dvds, and mom wanted to get me a track jackets - but didn't know where to go, so i still kinda have a present on the wait. the only real place to go is hot topic for anything i like in track jackets but their selection sucks, it's either nightmare before christmas, or - nothing. fuckin' shit. they had a converse one a while back, it was black with pink trim and collar and converse logo, it was flippin sweet but now it's gone.

and i had like five flippin inches of ice on my car, gosh. a whole hell of a lot, and i got to chisel it all off, just because pops was all like, you should do it because it's gonna get colder (this was back after the initial storm and the following nights were gonna be below zero). so i did, and i was like karate kicking my car, and elbow dropping it to get all the ice off.

i spent so much freaggin time painting my nephew's room - it's was a simplistic design for the train and everything - but tedious none the less, and annoying.

i'm tired and aggravated cuz i can't find a flippin track jacket i like. mother f------ internet, it's only awesome when you don't know what you're really specifically looking for, but when you are - you can't hardly find a flippin thing.

cough, hack, cough, hack, suffocate, die

so yeah, the sickness is letting up, albeit slowly though. i've been so bored, cuz i'll wake up at 6 in the morning and not go to bed until about midnight or so. but i'm not tired - prolly still have some fuel from the almost two day sleep. but yesterday to pass the time, i watched every fucking special feature on the alien quadrilogy that i have, and now i know way too much about the alien franchise...for instance: the alien in the first movie - you could see it's skull through the dome on it's head, and it was considered a b movie...interesting stuff...well, if you're a loser that wants to make movies some day (i.e. me). then i watched the fly/fly 2 and they're horrifically gross, but good movies nonetheless. and my nephew got home and invaded the television, so i took a nap. i got to talk to jesi yesterday a bit, it was nice - but i still haven't got to see her AT ALL! b/c my car is stupid and her parents don't like her driving, well neither do i but as long as i have a ride i'm not complaining (j/k). i miss her. but the rest of the week shouldn't be that bad, it's what - four days 'til x-mas eve, five 'til x-mas. and a snow storm's supposed to be coming in thursday - so it'll actually feel like christmas, which is hasn't in the past couple of years. but i'm so bored out here, there's nothing to do at all, i kidna wanna go back to school, cuz if i'm bored out there it's my choice, and at least i have a faster interet connection. today i'm supposed to help my sister paint my nephew's room - which i am sleeping in - cuz i don't get my own fucking room over here (bitches). so hopefully i'll get high off the paint fumes or something, just one thing to make these next two weeks pass a little bit faster than they have, plus i wanna see a bunch of people that i haven't got to, like from NCHS (or at least they went there when i did), i kind've forget how old i am sometimes. alright, well this is getting pretty lengthy, so i'm gonna git r accomplished. maybe suck down some cough medicine cuz the sick's not lettin' me breathe.

i just slept through a day and a half, holy crap!

that's a new record for me, 42 hours of sleep. and it was nice, pretty much straight and all the way through. but i had to vomit a couple of times to get there. but i went to the doctor and got some anit-nausea/vomit medicine and it knocks me out for like six hours at a time. they actually gave me a shot of the stuff before i left the doctor's office, and i was asleep in like ten minutes flat. actually there's a funny story about the doctor's office, while i was waiting to get in to see the doctor some jehovah's witness talked to me for like 20 minutes, and after she left, the other woman in the waiting room starting talking about the jehovah's witness and how she used to come to her house and everything, until one day the woman was washing dishes and looked up and the jehovah's witness woman was there. the other woman said she reached up on top of her fridge and pulled her gun down, and told the jehovah's witness to get out off her house. so i don't know who i'm really supposed to be afraid of, the non-stop talking jehovah's witness, or the gun-toting catholic woman...ah, the world is full of all kinds isn't it. but yeah, i'm still all dizzy from sleeping sofa-king-long. and my back hurts. well, i might as well just get off here now, cuz the parents want to go to elizabethtown. buh bye

I can't remember the last time any of this made sense

i am so sick right now, oh my fucking goodness. i can't sleep, can't stop bitching (in my head, cuz my throat hurts way too bad to talk). so anyway giving you fags an update. went to wal-mart today with jesi. she bought x-mas presents for her family. and i gave her my presents to her, and made her open 'em, hopefully she really likes 'em and isn't just humoring me. but i got back home around 10:17 or so, and moped around and progressively got sicker and sicker...i watching nightmare before x-mas with my nephew, and fell asleep but that little bastard with his tricks and vile forms, turned on the living room light and wake my tired/sick ass up. and i haven't been able to fall asleep again. so i just watched some movies...rudolph the red-nosed reindeer, easy rider, and aliens. then my parents got up and left for work, so i'm doing this shit. and i'm so tired. but hopefully i'll be better before x-mas just because it would suck to be dragged everywhere when i'm totally sick and grumby. and i'm so tired and sick and grumpy, like a mother fucker. kill me. buh bye.