Sunday, August 24, 2008

startling developments in the latter parts of super developed brains

so yeah, she said i'm not gonna be a dad anymore. i think the quote was "I took care of our problem a couple of months ago..." problem? the only real problem was her, and something had to die because of that.
i don't know how i'm supposed to feel. a weight is gone, yes, but i'd be lying to say i was happier for it or relieved. it's just that after she fucked me over hardcore, that's really the only positive thing that could've come from it. i guess. maybe i'm just too much of a dumbass to really understand the implications of her carrying through. it's just that i knew, it was a girl, i called it from day one, and that's what it was. then, a few weeks or days later, it's gone. just like that.

i really don't know how i'm supposed to feel, but what i'm feeling is definitely not good.

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