I realize that I sound more depressing and sad than I intend. Sorry for those people that find this and get a one-sides impression of me. I think a lot on things that end up not coming out in the brightest demeanor and the more fresh and personal things are, the more vague I get. That's the way I've always decided to share things. But please know that I'm not always sitting in a gloomy room thinking of random shit to say to make someone worry or anything else. I'm usually in a well lot room with a glass of water and a flask of emergency bourbon and a comic book.