I want to know more people. I want to sit down and talk to everyone that holds my attention for longer than two minutes and really get into the weird shit with them. I'm genuinely curious, but I don't like forcing things. Don't like the conversation unless it's organic. I don't know how to introduce myself to people I've never met and I rarely know how to be serious with those that I have.

Maybe I should start a podcast and interview random people. Break out of the comfort zone and focus on what makes people people. Then again, I often say that I don't like people, generalizing or not.

Am I a hypocrite or am I growing?