Right now, I feel like I hate everything. Maybe years of being selfish doesn't shed off that easily, or maybe I'm stubborn and once I decide I dislike something, having it could back around irritates me in a way that I don't realize until I'm in a quiet space. 

I wonder if I ever have that effect on people. I'm sure I do. I can get pretty annoying and insufferable. If so, open apology to the strangers and not that I've gotten under the skin of. But also, you probably suck as much as you think I do, just like I'm probably about as awful as I think some of the people I judge are. 

The circle of life rules us all.