you ever get the feeling like you can't compare?

maybe it's not about comparisons, but just being who you are that makes it different and potentially greater, but also in a streamline of alternate aspects. the feeling of knots is unwarranted, and just a way of confusing myself. taking myself down a notch so i don't get too confident. i would hate to have an ego. the checks and balances already set up do well enough, but how they wreak their havocs some time.

you dig, you get dirty. so maybe memories aren't the best to go through. but i look at the shitty cobblestone path to here laid with my soft hands and i see so many eye sores. there's always gonna be eyes sores, i guess, just so long as you lay them better along the way.